biar berhikmah..

banyaknya hujah,
keluar lancang mulut da'ei itu,
tentang hal syubhah yg ditegurnya,
mad'u itu tergamam,
mukanya pucat,
rasa nak pitam,
hatinya jerit ketakutan,
takut Allah murka,
takut tak dpt bau syurga..

da'ei itu semakin berapi bersyarah,
nas itu, dalil ini, fatwa itu,
satu satu dibentangnya,
tetapi ditamat begitu shj,
bukannya dihidangkan cdgn penyelesaian,
madu' ditinggal dgn rasa bersalah,
terjelupuk ketakutan,
bingung..

kasihan mad'u itu..
dia jadi bingung berfikir,
terus rasa fed up,
rasa nak rebel,
mula rasa mgkn dia teburu sgt nk jd baik,
dia mcm rasa dia lah paling jahat,
takpun mmg dia yg plg teruk imannya,
takutnya dia..
menggeletar, bercucuran di tikar sejadah..



stumble upon life,
things falling apart,
may be it was a rush,
may be it was a mistake..
i don't know.

Ya Allah pegangi hatiku! T-T

panas btul!! screw you!!

moodswings always sucks!!
screw them!!
to hell with your baran!!
annoying mood swinger's' can simply back off!! no seriously.grrrgrr





patience got its limit.. appear soft from outside, doesn't mean can't throw tantrum..u dont mess around ok!

*okey ckp2..istighfar2* sigh*=(