Surat dari bonda (T-T)

Anakku,

Masalah..
Kerna masalah lah, manusia terus berdiri,
Kerna masalah lah, ada juga yg lari,
Tak kurang yg bunuh diri,

Bila masalah mengetuk diri,
Rasa serabut sendiri,
Rasa nak menari,
Nak privasi,
Konon menyendiri..

Cara pun dh lari,
Mana nak tenang hati,
Damai pun tak ke mari,


Sayangku,

Kerna masalah kau hadapi, tidak susut seinci pun kasih bonda buatmu,
jgn sengsara sendiri puteraku, biar hati kita bicara,
kerana rahimku dekat dgmu,
bukan di umbilical, tapi di hati mu sayang..


Angah,

Jalan kedewasaan tidak mudah,
Masalah bkn bermaksud masa utk mengalah,


Kalau kusut, pejamlah mata, biar dadamu lapang
Angkatlah hadas, pasakkan lutut di tikar sembahyang,
Bicara pd Allah Maha Penyayang..
“Dan Ingatlah, dgn mengingati Allah, hati menjadi tenang..”


Yg menyayangi mu,
Bonda



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commentary:

kata org kwn ketawa senang dicari, kwn menangis(buruk sggh laki nangis..LOL) susah nak cari... selama ni mcm x caya sgt phrase ni, tapi sadly it is true.. Ketika kita di atas, diri penuh bernilai, penuh berharga, mmg keliling ramai yg menegur, ramai yg mendamping..even buat lwk bodoh pun they'll laugh..When they have problem they'll seek for you, but when things falling apart, who care to stay with you..little very little indeed (ada la, ciput jer pun..ok la tu)..sadly very sadly.. You never foresee who'll stay and held your hand and help you to get back up on your knee? It's amazing! MIND BOGGLING! (-_-')

It's good for Allah gives this kind of test, He helps you to figure out who is REAL friends for real.. He filters your surrounding and make you mature.. Yes in enduring hardship, the most loyal companion Who'll always listen to you is ALLAH.. and secondly your parent..

"ALLAH"like mom always said He listen to you son.. Cry even if you need to..just cry son, because you're not a superman.. And remember in rememberance of HIM you'll find tranquility

Parent.. Mama n Abah, they're just the best.. I think it depends on how you.ve been raised.. sesetengah org dibesarkan dgn cara authority so abit distance but still full of respect... sesetangah org dibesarkan parent diorg sbg kwn baik, mcm best friend tapi bila buat silap kena gak spank on the butt (masa kecil2 dulu2 jelah).. Im in the second category i suppose.. selalunya anak2 tua dlm keluarga mmg easy going dgn their parent mcm member, but respect still there.. We are very close simply like friends.. They knew all our secret, even our historical special someone n silly infatuation(ini zmn remaja dulu la, masa monyet lg..LOL)

But still the point I'm making here, they always there for me.. lending their shoulders for me, give a slap on the my cheeks while saying, son keep moving forward, you're a superstar, we knw it frm the start...

When the rest of world couldnt care less about you, Abah n mama always there.. All the medals, award n etc you have today are all because of them (with Allah's will)..

And so I pray "Ya Allah, terima kasih utk abah dan mamaku, ampunilah dosa mereka yg membesarkan aku, rahmatilah mereka sentiasa, kurniakan kami semua syurga di sana.Amin Ya Rabb"


Because they(Abah n mama) never turn their back on me even in hard time (even when the rest of the world did), don't you dare asking me to turn my back on them...NOT IN A MILLION YEARS!


-bouncing higher time!!-
[writing for sake of not forgetting]


p/s: bukanlah ditulis utk offense sapa2 ok!!jgn terasa plak, lek lek sudeyh ok baca! dh nak pi baca buku, doakan saya berjaya ye TQ.. cau cincau